Sunday, March 31, 2013

Ode to Eyes


My eyes are dangerous
Weapons

They do not attract,
They enthrall

Nor do they request,
They command

Their lashes do not adorn,
They entrap

The long curled hairs
Are webs for fiends

Their blinks are not flutters,
But thunderous collisions

My eyes are proud dames
And should be handled with caution

They do not take lightly 
To bribes or deceit

When they speak,
They don’t stutter

When they love
They’re not mute

When they’re hungry
They devour

And when irate,
They offend

My eyes are muses,
They evoke desire

And they’re known to be gentle
If given respect

But if one was to gash them
With lies or betrayal

They sprout lethal fountains
For drowning the brute  

Musee des Beaux Arts


About suffering they were never wrong,
The old Masters: how well they understood
Its human position: how it takes place
While someone else is eating or opening a window or just walking dully along;
How, when the aged are reverently, passionately waiting
For the miraculous birth, there always must be
Children who did not specially want it to happen, skating
On a pond at the edge of the wood:
They never forgot
That even the dreadful martyrdom must run its course
Anyhow in a corner, some untidy spot
Where the dogs go on with their doggy life and the torturer's horse
Scratches its innocent behind on a tree.
In Breughel's Icarus, for instance: how everything turns away
Quite leisurely from the disaster; the ploughman may
Have heard the splash, the forsaken cry,
But for him it was not an important failure; the sun shone
As it had to on the white legs disappearing into the green
Water, and the expensive delicate ship that must have seen
Something amazing, a boy falling out of the sky,
Had somewhere to get to and sailed calmly on.

-W.H. Auden 

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Never a Bishop


The art of losing isn’t hard to master

I lost one love out of careless intent
I opted for silence, and the hour not spent
Dialoguing tensions,
The capricious moments undedicated to solutions,
To the many convolutions that could have been unfastened,
Fumed like the smoke of this indulgent cigarette

The art of losing isn’t hard to master

There are nights I lose the battle with myself
And I wake to find my body like a corpse
Sprawled naked on kitchen tiles
Bathroom rugs, living room floors
Tossed like shells upon sea shores

The art of losing isn’t hard to master

I’ve lost possessions out of reckless abandon
Renounced to treasures that my festering brain
Has let slip between cracks
Lean fingers could never retract
From slivers too slim  

Wednesday, March 20, 2013


I narrowed the trail to make it for one
Person at a time
But you kicked the shrubs and stones
Aside, and muddied the ground–
Newly glossed and glazed by the sunset’s
Tongue

You fail to understand
That yours no longer tastes as clean
Or loves as warm

Saturday, March 2, 2013

To the Mirror



Behind the glass, you keep
A record of me

You possess the many faces
I have shown you – the softness of new skin
I cannot recover
The lust of unmarred eyes
Burning brown to unveil sights
I no longer wear

You have replaced them with holes
So hollow they offend

Who gave you the right to steal
My belongings?
The candid smiles were never yours
To keep, the unscathed beauty,
The natural grace, I offered
The world, not you

And now you mock me with this mask
Of melted wax
Lumpy like a raisin,
Frigid like a tomb

And I demand you
Give it back.